DrugsSo many people hurt just to get that high my own body dying just to get by mind wonders quickly, like channels flipping... my body speeds up pace, my heart is slipping another day gone by, drugs to help me function I keep telling myself, tomorrow I'll stop... today will be the last... but i keep falling back into my past habits are hard to break I say I'll stop for her sake I won't make her death in vain but I want the drugs pumping through my veins I know my life is getting shorterDrugs
I know the end is not far away... if I keep going at this pace I look i
April 5thWatching the hours tick by slowly waiting for this day to end mind flooding with memories... nightmares of death the minutes go by too slow I wish this day would erase the pain forcing myself out of sleep the tears burn my eyes... and sting my empty face if only a smile could grace my lips if only the last 7 years were just a bad dreamApril 5th
all the pain and agony would fade away the tears would dry up the cuts and wounds would heal my eyes shoot open, another annversery gone by just another day to everyone else but a day of death and rotting for me &nb
black tearsblack tears of pain running down my face I am unsure of everything knowing not what is real running blindly through the darkness of life heart ache, another dream to breaks my mind is racing my thoughts raging how can you see into my eyes look straight through me when I can not understand simple thought my eyes show emotions... I am unable to put into words as the tears fall the grave gets deeper 6 feet, almost there, then its all over help me hold onblack tears
pull me back up make sure I keep going finish my destiny fullfill all my dreams
Save meSave me from myselfSave me
no mind no soul open my eyes to whats in store let me see
let me feel all that there is in the world
I look into the mirror asking myself "what is love" can I rise above can I feel all there is to feel can I handle the changing seasons of my life
so many questions... and yet so few answers I have been afraid of changes... because each step I take is unsure If I climb the mountain... turn around... will I see the reflection i long to see? will I be the person I long to be?
Rat
Pill CocktailListen Katie your gorgeousMilky Peach Skin, Soft as a baby's bum Wiping away my tears, Your beauty hides,Listen Katie your gorgeous
the tortures life
youve led all these years
Pools of Mistakes Wisdom, Wonder Glistening in your eyes Turning heads, Looking past my damage, Uncovering the truth Breaking down the lies
Gracious Flowing Long Dark Hair Wraps around ou loosley
I wish i had your beauty Your magnivicence captivates me
Long slender body, With enough bossom to spare Love handles - psshhh- There is nothing but perfection there
Ki
Wow its 2007
Lonely
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We get to schedule today!! Exciting eh?
Loves,
Your BEST friend.
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There is only one difference between a madman and me. The madman thinks he is sane. I know I am mad.
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Katie
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